Fire Emblem

Aren’t they the cutest? I really like Sakura’s and Azura’s. Sadly they’re all out of stock. Do you think I can find them in Japan?

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There’s nothing cuter in this world than an eye smile. Or someone with a great smile. This drama is called “I am Not a Robot”. I started watching not knowing what to expect, but it was really good. A good balance of hilarious moments, heart wrenching moments. It’s not super duper sad but I did shed some tears because whenever Yoo Seung Ho cries, I can’t help but tear up too. And when he smiles, I can’t help smiling too! He’s cute ☺️

It’s not the same without you

I love Infinite’s latest song!!! It’s very catchy 🙂 Missed you boys so much. Feels a tad empty without my OT7 and my Yadong ship. But hey, I’ll let you guys make your own decisions. It’s your life anyway.

Can’t wait to visit Korea to purchase my Top Seed album! It’s rather expensive here. Guess I’ll be patient. AAAAH Namu I’ve missed you so much ❤️😁 WAITED a long time for this comeback.

Happy birthday, Yoseobie❤️❤️❤️❤️ in this lifetime I’ll always be your fan. (Hopefully a friend someday).

Can’t believe you’re nearing your 30s. You’ll always be our cutie pie! Wishing you the best of everything in life.

Is this a nightmare I have yet to wake up from???

Wait. Just wait a moment. He can’t be dead. My idols are suppose to grow old with me. I’m supposed to watch them get girlfriends, cry over how they got girlfriends, but congratulate them when they get married, watch them find happiness. Wait, they’re not supposed to be dead! Was that in the script?

I still think this is a nightmare. I just need to wake up. How do I wake up?

Last night, while listening to your voice and laughter, trying to get myself to drift off to sleep, I told you that if you really were truly happy now, could you let me dream of you?

That night, for a short blurry moment, I really did dream of you. But the dream wasn’t clear, it was too quick. Let me dream of you longer, please. Let me see your smile one last time because I really want to tell you I’m so sorry.

I miss you so much…knowing you are no longer here to live life with us, it makes me not want to live it anymore. It hurts so much, but I don’t blame you. I understand you. That’s the scary part… I understand your thoughts and pain so well and part of me feels at ease you’re in peace now…. but I’m being selfish because I hate how I never get to see you again.

I saw your coffin. I kept thinking of how your heart will continue to beat inside someone else’s body. I want to give you a tight hug, and tell you over and over, “Hang on a bit more, let’s do it together. Just a bit more.”

I hate being just a fan. With so many barriers between us. Noticing you guys might be suffering yet unable to comfort all of you. Wanting to tell you there are fans who will support you through life or death, but unable to get that message across to you. I don’t think I’ll ever feel okay again. This hurts too much for all of us who love you very deeply. We understand, but it still hurts……….

一辈子都忘不了的一天 一辈子都不想忘的你

18.12.17

我暂时真的什么都不想做. 心疼到要命,真的很疼.

心疼你自己一个人辛苦那么久却没人知道

心疼你到底留了多少眼泪却没人发觉

心疼我们所爱的天使真的上天堂了……这一辈子再也看不到你的笑脸,看不到你的舞蹈,听不到你的歌唱声. 你真的就这样走了吗?

想起你也想起了很多美好的回忆……常常在课室和朋友看你们的MV,谈起你们在Hello Baby节目上多么可爱,多么好笑. 后来长大了,忙了,越来越少关注Kpop的事情. 有时真的忘了偶像也是人,也会有离开的一天…

钟铉啊~ 我们亲爱的钟铉… 会想你. 真的真的会很想你. 你在天堂有没有看到多少人为你流泪啊? 不寂寞了,好不好?不伤心了,好不好?下来的日子我们会为你好好的过. 你别哭了,别痛苦了……

From the very bottom of my heart, thank you our bling bling Jonghyun. You’ve worked really hard for the past 10 years, now it’s time to take a rest.

来世不见,愿你做个平凡人. 一路走好. 金钟铉,真的再见了……

好看好看

“世界不像你厕所那么小 我能找到你很不容易了。”

哇塞 这电视剧真的非常好看。让我想起当年暗恋班上的某某人,虽然让我心疼可是多年以后回想起来其实也是挺好玩的~

“罗斯塔终于找到了菲莱,我也找到了你 陆洋。”