The actual truth is that I kind of started playing Ultra Sun already 🤫
I like it when I wake up and it’s raining a lot outside. I had a hard time trying to get out of bed today…. waking up at 7am 4 days in a row was pretty taxing. But hey, so much work to do. And this week is the last week of the semester so I’m really half dreading half excited. Dread because I’ve three presentations and my scripts are so long… excited because after everything is over there will be….
POKÉMON ULTRA SUN AND MOON!!!!!!
But of course I am not gonna touch it until after finals…. which is like, Dec? What the heck right? I don’t think I can do it. But I have yet to decide if I should go for ultra sun or ultra moon….. both looks so good?!?!
I present to you the most beautiful album I’ve ever bought… I chose the floral version because it’s just so pretty! My Friend got the other version, which is super pretty too!!!
Can’t wait for Pokémon Ultra Sun & Moon to be released! HYPE HYPE HYPE!!!!! Since it’s the last 3ds Pokémon game, they really went all out. They brought back all the villains and legendary Pokémons across different generations. LIKE WHAT EVEN!!!!!!! I M EXCITED!!!!!!!!
Recently I am starting to stan a new kpop group. It’s been a while since I discover a new group ok well they’re not really new. But to me everything after 2012 is considered new :p anyway they’re day6!!!!!
They’re more of a band rather than an idol group, I suppose. And their songs are seriously good. I may or may not have a teeny bit of crush on Dowoon hehehe. But also Jae. Alright I’ll try not to be biased.
Love holds the power to destroy you inside out. It keeps you up at night crying. When it bids you farewell, you’re left with an aching heart, an empty space that take months, sometimes years, to fill up again. Love can make you angry, sad, jealous, disappointed all at once. You become a coward because you’re so afraid your loved ones will leave you.
But love also holds the power to brighten up your week. It keeps you up at night smiling. When it greets you for the first time, you’re left with a tingly feeling, like everything will be better. Love can make you silly, happy, embarrassed, shy all at once. You’re still afraid but you decide to take one step in anyway.
Today was a special day. It was Chang Wook oppa’s last official schedule. In other words, it’s the last time I’m going to see him… It was super nice of him to have one last V Live broadcast for all his fans. In this last broadcast, he prepared his playlist of songs (so that we can listen to the songs when we miss him), a playlist of movies (to watch when we miss him), his recommended list of dramas starring him (to slowly watch over the 21 months). At the start of the broadcast, 오빠 told the fans not to ask him 3 things: 1) Don’t ask him to show his abs cos he doesn’t have any, 2) Don’t ask him to choose which of his acting projects were the most memorable (it’s hard to choose) and lastly 3) Don’t ask him not to go army because he has to serve his country ㅋㅋㅋ
It was quite a bittersweet process. Bitter because I’m genuinely gonna miss this boy so much. Sweet because he was smiling and promised to have more concerts when he return. He even wrote some sweet stuff and froze to let us screenshot and set as wallpaper HAHAHAHA! How cute is Chang Wook?!
Anyway, yesterday was unbelievable! I actually won in a JCW giveaway and GUESS WHAT? I won a mega huge poster with HIS AUTOGRAPH!!!!!! Omg. Exhilarated. The lady commented that I must be a huge fan because I submitted so many entries. I could only grin sheepishly.
I even asked her, “Was this really signed by Ji Chang Wook???” She said Yes!!! And proceeded to show me where he signed a little too hard and the ink bled through. It’s even more incredible to touch something my idol has touched before (￣▽￣) This is probably my first time winning a kpop related giveaway, so happy!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, in this post I actually just want to say… I will wait for you, Chang Wook ah~ I know you’re super worried that you will be forgotten by your fans after enlisting in the army. For 21 months there will be no Ji Chang Wook on TV screens. But here’s me assuring you that yes, we will all wait for you. So please serve your nation well and be healthy. And North Korea, here’s me being a silly fangirl advising you not to do any weird shit to South Korea for the next few years. 拜托啦 因为我的偶像全部都要进兵了 🤦🏻♀️
For the next 21 months without you, I’m gonna work harder. On my 24th birthday, you’ll be back!!! 21 months isn’t that Long right? ㅠㅠ it shouldn’t be long… but here’s me promising you that when you’re back from army, I’ll still be as big of a fan as I am now. And come to Singapore so that I can see you. Just like you mentioned, we are gonna meet in 2019 as more mature and better people.